Causalities of a Failed Foster Care System

With no one there to guide, teach, train or love them, there are estimates that the foster care system fails about 80 percent of the 26,000 foster children who age out each year. What happens to those 20,000 or so young adults?

I look back at my life, and seriously, it scares me to death. My childhood was so horrific and brutal, how could any child prosper with a childhood like mine? My father dumped me and my siblings in the woods like unwanted animals. I remember kneeling in the woods, on my knees, with a dead baby bird in my hands screaming and yelling mentally at God.

I was asking God why he hated me so much that he would give me a life like that. I was so angry with Him. Not that my dad threw me out like garbage, but that God would give me a life like that. Our biological father stole our entire childhood. I knew when I went into foster care at 11 years old, that they had just saved my life.

But the trauma they added to a child in crisis, and the lack of mental health services, would later steal much of my adult life. Three weeks before I aged out, I was on the side of my bed with a handful of sleeping pills. At 35 years old, I was on my knees, broken, yet again.

Then I found a book – “The Best Question Ever,” by Andy Stanley – that gave me a formula for making good decisions. It changed my life.

Today, I am a success story, a foster miracle. But my brother, like millions of other former foster children, has a different story. My brother is in his fifties and has never been able to overcome the tragedy that was our childhood. My brother has been in and out of jail and prison his entire life.

When he’s not in the system, he relies on the system to take care of him. My brother has been on drugs for most of his life as well. I’m never sure where the real Sammy* starts and where the drug Sammy takes over. You see, I truly feel that the drugs have consumed parts of his brain and he no longer lives in the same world we live in.

I spoke with him a few weeks ago and he seemed like the real Sammy. I allowed my heart to get a little closer, yet, unfortunately aware it might not last. Then a few days later, he called again. I listened intently and was greatly saddened to hear his words being swallowed up by drug-induced ramblings, yet again. My brother is currently homeless and has tried to commit suicide three times in the past two-and-a-half months.

I can’t allow him to live or to stay near me. I have fostered and adopted children, and it is not permissible to have a felon inside my house. Secondly, I couldn’t allow him around my young impressionable little boys because I wouldn’t feel they were completely safe.

Then there is the obvious: I would feel uncomfortable because of the drug thing and the stealing thing.

So I am currently in a quandary. What do I do with my brother? What programs are there to help former foster children, who are older, and aged out of the system years ago completely incapable of taking care of themselves? He is NOT the only one, there are hundreds of thousands of them out there!

There isn’t any place he can go to for help as a former foster child who desperately needs to learn the life skills he never learned as a child. And there is no mental help facility for him to go too because he’s not mentally ill enough.

I love him to death and I am devastated that life has stolen our sibling bond, but I can’t help him. My heart is breaking over this. We need help for our older former foster children. They never had the opportunity to have a childhood and then they die never knowing what it is to feel loved, valued or wanted. Never knowing what true happiness is all about. What do we do?

This article is dedicated to my oldest sister Dorothy Shumpert Hall. She died at 31 years, old never knowing what it felt like to have a ‘normal life’. She too was an orphan, a child called ‘unadoptable’. My sister too was a drug addict and lived a very dark life. My sister died never knowing how it felt to feel loved, valued or wanted. My sister died with a label on her head: “Foster Child.”

My sister and brother were and are, causalities of the foster care system.

Helen Ramaglia is a foster alumni who became a foster/adoptive parent. She is the founder and Director of Fostering Superstars, a Congressional Award Winner for her work with foster children and is the author of “From Foster to Fabulous”. She is a popular speaker, trainer and advocate for foster children.

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Helen Ramaglia is a foster alumni who became a foster/adoptive parent. She is the founder and Director of Fostering Superstars, a Congressional Award Winner for her work with foster children and is the author of “From Foster to Fabulous”. She is a popular speaker, trainer and advocate for foster children.

9 Comments

  1. I am a former foster 5-21 I started FosterKidsUnite 3 years ago, providing non traditional services to former foster adults and group home teens. I give scholorships to those aged out and going to school, gift boxes for college kids (former foster) providing snacks during testing and gift cards during end of sememster for all the major stores. my book: Surviving Foster Care and making it work for you” is a self help guide teaching foster kids all I learned later and wish I had known earlier! I graduated from NYU and was blessed when I aged out I went to Paris to be a runway model. I travel around speaking to fosters, agencys and anyone who will listen that we are our brothers keepers. please view my blog of encouragement for former fosters: Google: FosterKidsUnite
    I am thankful for this sharing, it is not only healing but may “save or change a life” – Tanya

  2. Yes, it needs to start today Dr. Brown. Would you like to join me! 😉 I won’t stop fighting until it changes!!!! All children deserve to have a ‘successful transition to adult’ life, not a life of fighting to ‘become an adult’.

  3. Helen,
    City rescue mission in Oklahoma City has help for people struggling like your brother. Google them and read about their bridge to life program. Email me with any questions!
    Michelle

  4. Yours is a very insightful writing. I believe things have gotten somewhat better in later years, but there is certainly still a problem. In California, if kids go to school or are working, they can still get the help of foster care. I think this is a big move in transitioning from child to adult. Mental Health services are still limited and need to be addressed. Thank you for sharing your life and congratulations for making a life for yourself.

    • There is still a huge problem in Georgia. Our foster adopted toddlers were in a very deep state of crisis when they came to us, we were their 7th placement. They were 2 & 2.8 yrs old. They had been in the system their entire lives, from hospital to foster care. There was abuse in the foster environment/(s). They are why I do what I do today. Because things have changed very little since my day in the system where I live!!!! AND IT MUST CHANGE!

  5. You have expressed the feelings of many who have falllen into the hole of the unknown. I sometimes sit and wonder why wasn’t my family there for my sister, brother and myself after my mom died? And why didn’t my dad step up to the plate? Only God knows. I am strong but there are times that I feel a little lost I have continued to work toward completing my college education espcially after trying three times and s I always tell myself that I will get my degree, that is my mission for my life. Well I would like to thank youfor you for sharing your story.

    • Louise, that is my middle name, I so admire you for what you have come through. Yes, life will still be very hard for you for some time to come. I would love to mentor you, long distance. Every foster child has a success story inside of them and you are in the process of finding yours. You are on the right path! I didn’t learn how to make good decisions until I was 35 years old, you have a HUGE head start on me.
      You can truly become anything you want to become!
      Feel free to email me at hramagila@fosteringsuperstars.org http://www.fromfostertofabulous.com to find out a little more about my foster success story. I hope to hear from you. You CAN do it! Helen

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